I miss working out!

It seems that so much has been going on lately... I went out of town, my kids have been sick numerous times with the flu and adnovirus (Cameron just got sick today with that one :/), Colton was in the hospital, we had family here, lots of editing etc etc. And I miss working out! I have missed 2 weeks in a row, and been very sparse at being able to go for the past month and half. I usually go 4 times a week, two times to Zumba and twice to Ballet Blast. I can feel it. Bleh. I hate missing! With Cameron I gained so much weight, 50lbs to be exact! I am so nervous of ever doing that again. Connor I did really good and only gained 25, then Colton I gained 37 :/ I really want to keep this pregnancy as close to the 25lb mark for weight gain that I can. But missing work outs is not helping me at all. And lets add in the weather has been raining and dark which makes me wanna eat, crazy and weird but true. I eat way better when the sun is shining and its nice out. And I am trying to do a clean eating diet as much as I can. I was doing really good until I went to WA and then I ate a bunch of junk while I was up there and now I cant seem to get myself back on track this past week. I worked so hard to get where I was before I got pregnant its so hard to watch it go bye-bye so fast. Today was probably one of the last times I will be able to fit in a lovely size 2 I finally fit into right before I got pregnant, it was a bit tight :/ I know its a small price to pay and I am happy to pay it, but its just hard to watch it happen and not be able to work out and do what I can to slow the weight gain.

Anyway, random post about nothing really except for working out and my weight gain. I WILL go to Ballet Blast on Wednesday night, no matter how tired I am, which kid is sick or how much editing I have to do!